Elise's 1st day of developmental preschool was today. She is now getting 30hrs/wk of therapy.
Since the beginning of summer she has had therapy at our home every day and it has made a big difference. Before people would ask if she's making much progress and I would try to think of ANYTHING new she had done. I had a hard time answering that question.
Now I feel like she's learning more and more things all the time. I know it's because of her daily therapy and many prayers and fasting on her behalf.
I truly want what's best for her. I often ask myself, "Is early intensive therapy the best or staying at home with us?"
Our short-term and long-term goals for her are to have the best quality of life she can have. Yes being with family is great but I have learned it's not fully the right answer.
I have seen her light up learning how to activate a toy by herself and feeling proud.
I have seen her learn to motor plan climbing up a ladder then going down a slide by herself and feeling proud.
These things she's learning in therapy are helping improve her quality of life. She is happier and more content. I know she feels a sense of satisfaction. As much as I wish more than anything that I could spend the entire day with her one on one working with her, I know I can't. There are others in our family who deserve and need me as well.
I am grateful that half the time she does get to be home during therapy. And I am grateful for all the help and resources out there. It's a blessing. It's a lifesaver. With every progress she makes it's like watching a miracle take place.
I LOVE being a mom to my 5 kids; one with special needs. There is no greater joy than being a parent! I love each one individually but this blog will mostly focus on our daughter with special needs and our journey with her. Thanks for reading!